Lately

Have you ever gone through something where you just NEED to do something crazy? Life has gotten so repettitive and boring that u need to feel alive again? I am so going through this. I can take a step back and see how grateful I should be but I can't pull myself out of this rut. I have started a new job which is honestly great and an answer to our prayers. I love school and I know I am really good at it. My kids are adorable and so funny. But I'm going crazy. I feel like having a whole Britney Sprears episode and shaving my head. I'm not sure how to get out of this.....?

Today

It is impossible to get a good picture of this little monkey!!!

US

six new teeth (Alilia), crawling and standing (Alilia), third birthday(Tati), third birthday parties(Tati), Hair, hair and more hair(Mel), Work, work and more work (George), 2nd counselor in Elder Quorum (George), Nursery Cordinator (Mel), Side swiped new car (Mel), internet (NONE), BUSY, BUSY, BUSY (ALL).

pretend update

Well friends we are in our new house and it is bliss! We do not have internet until next week so the official post will come then. In the meantime we have, started hair school, bought a car, received two tickets, caused a three car pile up, had a miscarriage (don't feel sad for me...this was so not the right time and I have an IUD in so it was complex) and so much more. Life is in lightning speed right now. I am a little afraid of what is going to happen next... All in all we are pretty great and overwhelmingly grateful!

The end of a chapter in my life

Today was my last day working as a crossing guard for Crestview Elementary and it did not come without tears. I have grown to love these kids so much! Everyday, as I would drive to work I would think, I am so lucky to have this job. The kids say the nicest things to me and today was filled with hugs and even a few tears from them. I brought candy for them and sadly told them that they would have a new crossing guard. They all wanted to know where I was moving to and if it was close. Lots of them told me I was their favorite. It is so sad looking at those little faces and pretty much letting them know I may never see them again. I have watched kids graduate to junior high, younger siblings start kindergarten, braces, glasses, being beat up by bullies, kids passing out, kids scared and running to me for safety, being sick, falls, telling them not to swear, new bikes and so much more. I also have so many "waver friends" who never fail to wave to me from their car as they pass by. I can tell the time by what kids and cars have passed by. There are two boys that I just love that are brothers. I know their home life is pretty rocky and when I first met them they were trying so hard to act tough. I kept thinking what makes an elementary kid think he has to be perceived as tough? I would compliment them on something everyday and tell them to have a great day at school. Pretty soon I was hearing about girlfriends, new clothes and what they were doing each weekend. As I said goodbye to them today they were very quiet and I saw both of their eyes water up. I thought what if I am the only one who wishes them a good day every morning? Who will do it now? I just cried thinking I won't know how these kid's lives turn out. I am so grateful for the opportunity to know each one of them.
When I was in second grade I had a school yard duty named "Rocky". He was an elderly man and he always had candy in his pockets for me. My friends and I would race out to him and sometimes spend the entire recess listening about his wife or stories from when he was young. He was the grandpa I never had. I remember his hands were wrinkly and stubby and he had lost almost all his hair but his hug was the softest thing ever and he always made me feel special. I know this is a little melo dramatic for being the person who crosses the kids across the street but I hope I left a little "Rockiness" with them. Most of all I hope they know I cared.

P.S. I am going to be a home owner in less than two hours. Can I hear a WOO WOO?

It's so close I can taste it....

OOOO people I can feel it now. We close tomorrow!! Can it get any better than this?????........

Wii like to party

I kept thinking that I had a million things to blog about but now that I am actually doing it I forget.:0 Here is the rundown of what has happened as of lately:

I won a Wii and Wii fit from Fresh Values (Albertson's)!! I have never won anything! I only entered once and was picked out of like 500 entries. I am so excited to set it up once we have moved. Apparently my poster is up in the store and I am way too scared to go look at it. I looked like death when I picked up my prize. I hope they take it down soon!

I had to call the Sherriff yesterday because some of my kids I cross came running to me, crying and telling me they saw a women with a gun outside of the school. The place was swarmed with cops and I was yelling to the kids to run home as fast as they could. Turns out it was a fake gun for a play. They are not allowed to bring fake guns either so it really ticks my off that some adult was so stupid to bring it and carry it around. Those kids where so scared. They thought they were going to get shot. I haven't stopped thinking about it. What if it had been a real gun?

We close at the end of this month! I can't wait...we have our walk through tomorrow. I lay in bed and think about how I am going to decorate. Very Very exciting!

Alilia has started jabbering away. She says Mama and Dada all the time. I was laughing so hard because when I put her to bed last night she was yelling, "Dada, Dada!" She already knows he is the softy and will get her out of bed. She wasn't even crying, just yelling with force. What can I say? We have three strong headed girls in our house.

Tatiana is 90% potty trained. Can I get a HIP HIP HOORAY? I am so tired of spending money on pull ups. I am so pround of my big girl!

I know there is more..but I guess I will just have to post more later...tata...